Sick..

Having fever + flu + headache now... no one care.. nobody know i am dead or alive.. i am again.. alone.... alone in this true world.... But i know one person care... ty... u shd know who are u ba. keke...

Seem like i having a lotsa problem.. a lotsa just alotsa... Disappoinment, sadness, all sort of negative feeling i all encounter... haha..
Friends... i haven none true friends.. so what is true friends?
- A friend that care and concern
- A friend that are there when u are in trouble
- A friend that need help from you
- A friend that won't ignore you
- A friend that lend u their listen ear
I am a true friend to almost anyone... but i have none a true friend... not a single one... T-T
Yar.. one of my friend told me that, "Things doesn't happen by luck, its just how u handle it... and why ppl treat u like that? oO The problem to solve it is not to follow the path of that person who are treating you that time... then, u will be a better person.."

I agree, but its just that my nature, my nature of scoprio to be "SENSITIVE". Its not easy for me.. to treat other ppl and being treat by other completely differently. I just hate to see that. Its not fair... Why did the hell i being so kind all this well? Can't i be bad to friends? why cant??? why... then maybe i will receive the treating i am treating them... thats bad.. but i like it... cause... its fair... but now it is not fair..

I tried to chant very very very very hard.... the problem still coming my way straight... I really wanted to cry out loud to the whole singapore.. i really canot take this kind of treatment anymore... i just cant... if i can.. i don wan to stay here anymore, i will go overseas to live for the rest of my life... i hate here.. i HATE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!1