My dear boy, i hope you get to read this somehow before you get too suicidal. =) Your life is so precious. and we all have so much potential in us waiting to be tapped on. Please do not give up just yet. You're only 18. You may be unhappy now but it does not mean that you will always be unhappy. Absolute happiness is not the absence of problems. It is a lifestate that we can have even amidst the most difficult times. It allows us to challenge our problems with joy. Recognise that transient happiness is fleeting. It can be taken away from you but absolute happiness comes from within you.
You may be suffering now but you are not the only one suffering. If you are willing to open up, you will see people opening up before you. I myself have been through many problems since young. Some problems that only very few people around me know. But i choose to keep going. And that is because i want to overcome my karma and i want to lead a meaningful life. i dun wanna just be useless and leave this world. that is definitely not our purpose of being borned into this world. i have to be responsible for my own happiness and i want to help others find their happiness too!
My kopiboy, hang in there even if it's tough okae. You are a buddha so never destroy that. everyone is capable of doing something good and of value! Never belittle yourself! oh yes and about thinking of ending your own life, the trouble with that is that it does not end there. for in the next life, the karma is stuck with you unless you eradicate it.
Dun lose faith yet! Nam-myoho-renge-kyo is like the roar of a lion. What sickness(problems) can therefore be an obstacle? the biggest obstacle most of the time is ourselves.
I wish i can talk to you one to one cos i feel like i've got so much i want to share. not because so that i would be doing something good but really because you are a friend and a boddisattva. You are going to be the one who does the buddha's work.
i'll msg you sometime so we can go for kopikai? haha dun feel awkward. i wun tell anyone! afterall i'm out of SP haha. meanwhile read to encourage yourself!
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My dear boy, i hope you get to read this somehow before you get too suicidal. =) Your life is so precious. and we all have so much potential in us waiting to be tapped on. Please do not give up just yet. You're only 18. You may be unhappy now but it does not mean that you will always be unhappy. Absolute happiness is not the absence of problems. It is a lifestate that we can have even amidst the most difficult times. It allows us to challenge our problems with joy. Recognise that transient happiness is fleeting. It can be taken away from you but absolute happiness comes from within you.
You may be suffering now but you are not the only one suffering. If you are willing to open up, you will see people opening up before you. I myself have been through many problems since young. Some problems that only very few people around me know. But i choose to keep going. And that is because i want to overcome my karma and i want to lead a meaningful life. i dun wanna just be useless and leave this world. that is definitely not our purpose of being borned into this world. i have to be responsible for my own happiness and i want to help others find their happiness too!
My kopiboy, hang in there even if it's tough okae. You are a buddha so never destroy that. everyone is capable of doing something good and of value! Never belittle yourself! oh yes and about thinking of ending your own life, the trouble with that is that it does not end there. for in the next life, the karma is stuck with you unless you eradicate it.
Dun lose faith yet! Nam-myoho-renge-kyo is like the roar of a lion. What sickness(problems) can therefore be an obstacle? the biggest obstacle most of the time is ourselves.
I wish i can talk to you one to one cos i feel like i've got so much i want to share. not because so that i would be doing something good but really because you are a friend and a boddisattva. You are going to be the one who does the buddha's work.
i'll msg you sometime so we can go for kopikai? haha dun feel awkward. i wun tell anyone! afterall i'm out of SP haha. meanwhile read to encourage yourself!
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