wahaha.... shit shit shit.. my laptop going die die le... bohooos... why likdat... haha.. T-T spt so much money... then only 1 yr lerhx.. likdat le... wth... haix... today only manage to study a bit for sdt.. so hard.. so dam hard... haahx... sad... i really hate this sem... so stress... so lifeless.. so sad... hmmm.. sometime is still have the feeling of sadness when i see haix.. nvm... sad sad.. what can i do other then feeling sad ne? haah.. i really wish i still in primary sch.. so happy.. so lifely.. and so fun... now ne? .. so sianx.. no life... so stress.. no money... and so sad.. haha... arg... i so sensitive... i hate myself for that... but.. hahx.. sensitive.. ppl hate that.. and ppl hate me??? haha.. cause i belong to the group.. i tried to be strong... haha..really... i tried le... haha.. now is better then before.. haha... before.. hmmx... don wan to tok abt it le.. so sad... sad sad sad... haha... wish i can forget everything in the past... all... then be more happy? haha.. hmm.. morale of the story.. "Don't do something that seem possible in you but in acutal fact, it is not and you are just bluffing yourself.. and in the end.. you are the only stupid? person that get hurt.. real hurt.. and sad.." hahax... thats for me de.. ^-^" haha.. okie la.. i go study le.. wish me luck.. all the best.. =]

Exam exam...

Wahaha... =s so many days have passed le.. ever since i last posted.. cause of projecting and slacking in blog... KEKE... YAY... this friday last paper le... anyway i got only 3.. dunno why sp wan to drag till so long... T-T ... haha.. just finish my flash.. ^-^" go see wor~ my first flash.. a bit ugly.. haha.. noob.. =x Kk.. tok cock time.. today overslept.. shd 9am meet my friends play bball de.. dunno why.. haha.. nowadays like to Zzz le... T-T then at 1015am.. i cycle there.. lol... woot.. so long nv play le... haha.. after that.. at 6p.m. i meet jian jian!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahaha... yuan jian jian jian..hMmm.. he want the cs disc from me lor.. haha.. come so far just to take the cd... haha.. hMMm.. gdgd.. starting to have fun with my class leee.. ^-^.. ok la.. today blog till here... so late le.. tml still need to study.. b.b\

Lonely

I am so Lonely... so depressed.. i dunno what am i.. since when i become so intesively sensitive...
what the hack am i doing... why? why can't i know the reason? If there is one day... "IF" i do sometime stupid... plz don get sad abt it... haah... who will? i am a faggot what... T-T why doesn't anyone care about me... why? am i such a bad guy? maybe... ya.. i am... i am a nuthing... i am nuthing... i am not rich.. i am not everything...
Why can't i stop all this things and continue my life? why this keep disturbing me.. 'this' refer to my sensitiveness.... haix... i am beyond cure... better off die... better.... haah.... then there will be a less bastard in the world... rite? yes... rite... But if i nv die... there a mission i wanted to do.. that is earn money... to become rich... not to being step down by ppl... and to support my papa and mama... I learn a lot of things about life... a lots of other ppl exprience... and i understand the feeling... lolx.. i am a prof in this... lol... hmm.... haix....